45 more min. and I'm done with work for 5 days....I am rescinding my desire to go outside and stay sober for the week....but not exactly the one that lets me stay awake in the days.

I don't plan on breaking it specifically, but I'm tired of letting people down, including myself....best to have no hope and be pleasantly surprised then hopeful and let down (which pretty much describes how I've met every gf. I've ever had, BTW)

RB